To Crystal:

These past few (9) months have been a blast with you. We had our ups, and our not-so-ups. Even when I wasn't with you, I kept thinking about you. When I was with you, things were great and I felt really happy. But, I guess nothing lasts forever. Before March 23, 2004, we were like fat kids and cakes...inseperable, and then...

I am really sorry for not being everything you wanted>

I am really sorry for not being there>

I am really sorry for not being a best friend>

I am really sorry for being retarded sometimes>

I am really sorry for much more than you can ever imagine...

But I still love you, forever...   maybe not as this bf/gf weirdness, but as REAL friends- cause...

"You'll be in my heart" this i can promise you a lifetime... cause FRIENDS are forever <3

.I miss the old us

Love Simon

I was looking through my Gazette folder for an idea for a new layout, and BAM! Aoi and some odd text appears. o_O; It's on some of the other band members' pictures too, but this one is most easily seen. XD ..Fobby Jrockers are so funny. D:
AOI PICCU
(Hey, doesn't Aoi kinda-sorta look like a Miyavi wannabe? >_>; I mean.. the hair, and then the lip piercing on the same side as Meev.. x_x; I make odd observations.)

 Has anyone noticed that I have an infatuation with le Mad-Hatter Ruki? Yeah. Anyway, new layout, and new music along with it. Sentimental na Onigokko - Gazette. Haha, this song is really weird, but for some reason, I like it. o_o; It has a nice.. beat? >.>;

Oh, wow. I just watched Diru's Clever Sleazoid PV. The very first time I heard that song, I thought it was in Japanese. Turns out, about 99% of the song is in English; more like BAD ENGRISH. I mean, the lyrics made sense, for the most part, but I had no idea wth Kyo was singing. Example:
Subtitles: I'm just a third-rated star covered in blood.
Kyo: ALSDKJFHZCXKVJASHDFL! 
The PV itself was weird.. but I guess that's what I should expect from a Diru PV. =-=; (See icon for a tiny part of the PV. xD) Weirddd. @_@

:) Now for a random picture post. I went through my "Camera Piccus" folder and noticed how many pictures hadn't been posted. Most of these are from last year. D:

PICCUS CAN NOW BE FOUND HERE.

If you don't know Mark, let me show you sort of what his haircut looks like.

Something like that. Haha, actually, that doesn't really look like it, but, one day, hopefully soon, I shall get a piccu of Mark's hair and post it. It's so freaking funny. I can't look at Mark once and not laugh. Seriously. And he's facking funny too.

EDIT ___ conversation removed. XD It was too long, and it bothered me.

Happy World AIDS Day.

That's an oxymoron, isn't it? o_o;

Ah, and Happy First of December. It's not a holiday, but I think it is. n_n Christmas is coming, and I am screwed over for presents. Boo. ): 

Hm, Mark is getting kicked out of Chamber. ;o; Goodbye, dear old stand partner. I won't say I'll miss you, but I can say that I'll really miss your beautiful smile you really made me laugh. xD Thanks for being second to last chair.

Haha, just kidding. ^ You really don't have a beautiful smile. Literally. I can't wait until those braces straighten up your bottom teeth a bit.

:D.  

EDIT___

HAHA OMG. Micky and Yuhno are so farking funny. XD

http://s42.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=0WJV4RVD6DPMK3HWS4R1LGFQBT - You know what, I'm not even going to explain. Just download it. Two random things I'll say, though, are that Micky reminds me of Vincent in this vid.. no idea why (I think it's because of one of his expressions, haha); also, the second guy (with the cast on his thumb) reminds me of Timmy. XD No idea why either, again~

http://s42.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=33UNJQXHUO96203OI4QFSE9U55 - Micky and Yuhno dancing.. xD. AhAHAhah it's so funny.. but one thing: Micky's sweater is really really ugly. D: Seriously. >_>; Okay. Go download that now. 

I wonder if anyone actually downloads anything off of my posts.. xD. Oh well; I really really love uploading things. Seriously. It makes me really happy.. so does watching my fandoms do stupid things. Oyasumi!

DBSK post! Just some recent things. 

MKMF Best MV Award - Rising Sun (11/27/05) n_n; Micky's crying looks so.. passionate. ;o; I was SO CLOSE to crying after seeing Micky.. >___< It's so sad when he starts talking.. and he's all crying and his voice start cracking.. TT__TT Crazy.. but, anyway.. it's a nice perf (after), I guess. Xiah's crying too, and I think Jaejoong is also.. a little. For some reason, I didn't see Changmin crying. (OMG D:) Other things you might notice: YUHNO'S HAIR. <3 Maybe it's just me, but I think it looks really nice. Too bad Micky's hair is still gay. xD But another thing: AH MAH GOD JAEJOONG IS STANDING BY HIMSELF. n__n; YAAAAY~ He's still not well enough to dance, but it's really really nice to know that he's getting better. ^_____^ Anyway, download!

Iyah! and Rising Sun perf (365 mbs .. took me forever to upload =-=) Iyah's a song I hadn't heard yet, but it sounds surprisingly similar to Rising Sun (after the weird indian music starts, at least). It's so cool when Hero appears out of the stage and starts singing so beautifully~ xD. Again, it's great to see him standing by himself. And also again, I love Yuhno's hair. D: <3 Hm.. I know this sounds really evil, but I think it would be really really funny if someone from DBSK or one of the stage dancers caught on fire during the perf.. XD. But that'll never happen, so I'll just imagine one of those stage dancers catching on fire for now. n_n;

Actually.. just two things from DBSK. I'm too lazy to upload anything else right now. >_>;

Ah! I have to say something about a dream I had on the way home in the car. xD It's silly, but who cares. Bear with me. D:
Okay, so this is how the dream goes. I'm sitting in orchestra rehearsal, and I'm wearing my Gazette shirt (see below), and then suddenly, Ruki pops out of the back of my shirt with the mad hatter outfit and all. Then I turn around and for some reason, I'm talking in Japanese, and there are subtitles (HAHA this reminds me of one of Emily's dreams.. xD). So I say, "Ruki-san..? Kimi wa Ruki deska?" And forgive me, but this was in my dream, and my Japanese sucks. Therefore, the Japanese in this dream sucks. Oh, by the way, time has frozen by now. It's just me talking to Ruki. "Hai," he says. Then we go out and walk.. and suddenly I'm with the whole band. DDDDD: I was like.. HOLY SHIET~ REITA AND AOI! XDXD And then they started playing Reila.. ;o; my favorite Gazette song.. and I was just sitting there, watching them play.. and then.. I woke up.

Ugh, I hate it when I have a really good dream, but then I wake up in the middle. Like that one where I was at a Miyavi concert.. xD. AHAHA. I'm so goddamn weird. XD But it was such a nice dream.. ;o;. *is shot*